Preface:
A Singular Sensation
Each day I live in a glass room
Unless I break through it with the thrusting
Of my senses and pass through
The splintered walls to the great landscape.
— Mervyn Peake
When I turned 60, an unexpected event occurred that inspired
me to write this book. Since the age of 10, I had worn contact lenses to
correct for my extreme nearsightedness. But in the last few years, that
solution had begun to work less well. After turning 56, I found myself wearing
reading glasses a good bit of the time to do my work. I developed glaucoma
about the same time and had to use eye drops that left my eyes sore, swollen,
and dry. Contact lens wearing became increasingly difficult. By the evening, I
would just take out my lenses and read without glasses or contact lenses by
pressing the book up against my nose. I was heading back to where I was at age
9 before anyone knew I couldn’t see very well.
When I was 59, I remembered that
my mother had promised me as an 11-year-old that someday I wouldn’t have to use
anything to correct my vision. I thought I might have glimpsed the fulfillment
of her promise a few days later while watching Tiger Woods play golf at a local
tournament. The great golfer had had laser surgery to correct his vision a few
years earlier. I was impressed to see him staring steely-eyed at the flags
while strong winds blinded me with dirt that interfered with my contact lenses.
At my next eye appointment, I
asked my delightful ophthalmologist, Dr. Miriam Dougherty, if someone with
glaucoma could have laser surgery for vision correction. She said sure and
recommended I see one of the top laser surgeons in the country, Dr. Peter
Rapoza. I was pleased to hear the news and even happier when Dr. Rapoza’s assistant
informed me that the first visit was free to check to see if I was a good
candidate for the surgery.
Dr. Rapoza turned out to be a
tall, distinguished-looking man who somewhat resembled the actor George
Clooney. He obviously liked people and did everything he could to be kind and
helpful. You feel comfortable in his presence no matter what he has to tell
you. Peter had good news and bad news for me. I could certainly use the laser
surgery to improve my vision, but I also had cataracts that were so bad they
should be immediately removed. He recommended that I have cataract surgery and later
follow up with laser surgery if anything wasn’t visually perfect after the
cataracts were gone. He explained that during cataract surgery a new lens is
implanted in each eye that corrects distance vision and many people find that
solution avoids the need for laser corrections.
I subsequently had both eyes
operated on and unexpectedly ended up with the best vision of my life. I could
now see 20/20 (or average) at a distance. My near vision improved so much that
for most close-up tasks I could see better without reading glasses than with
them. It was like being physically reborn in a way … except with improvements.
With cataracts everything is dark and yellow. After the surgeries I could see
that snow was still white, whereas before the surgeries I had been very
concerned about the way pollution had made snow so yellow! In addition, night
lights previously blurred everything into a big amorphous halo. Now I could see
unlit objects quite clearly with only starlight to help me.
I woke up every day to see
everything around me perfectly. That had never happened before in my life.
This astonishing personal
experience taught me that progress can occur faster than even optimists
realize. In my lifetime, technology improvements had taken me from being a
virtually blind person to someone who has almost flawless vision at age 60
without any personal effort.
Let me talk about optimism for a
moment. Researchers have observed that optimists often accomplish more than
realists and pessimists. Why? Optimists try more things and stick to them
longer. The realist or pessimist may stop short of trying or trying again, just
at the brink of success. But it’s not enough just to be an optimist. You need
to do something based on your optimism. Optimists who never do anything except
expect the best results are often referred to as day dreamers. Extreme
optimists who think about what’s maybe over the rainbow are often dismissed as
crackpots, or worse.
I’m a different kind of optimist:
an intensely practical one. I want to see results … and soon. I’m impatient. I
do everything fast and wish I could go faster: There is so much that needs to
be done that most people ignore. That’s one reason I was so impressed by my
experience with cataract surgery; here was practical progress that helped me a
lot and happened on its own. Wouldn’t it be great if great improvements in all
kinds of areas I care about occurred without my effort? That’s a goal that I’ve
been working on for some time. Optimistically, I realized that if I could
explain more about how this could become routine you and I would each become
beneficiaries of many more improvements without any effort of our own, more
people would be inspired and directed to take the actions necessary to create rapid
improvements.
Inspired by this amazing vision
improvement, I decided it was time to provide a progress report on the 400 Year
Project that I began in September 1995 to demonstrate how the world can make
four centuries worth of normal improvements from 2015 to 2035. Adventures of an Optimist is that report
and more.
Copyright © 2007. 2012 by Donald
Mitchell.
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